A letter from Tiff.

 

(This letter was written by my twin sister, who lives in Brazil. She wrote it completely in Radiohead Lyrics because Radiohead is my favourite band. Shes so creative.)

 

Dear Mel,

    Yesterday I woke up sucking on a lemon. Everything in its right place. Wakey, wakey, rise and shine it’s on again off again. Watch me fall like dominoes in pretty patterns, because we are separate like ripples on a blank shore.

Let down and hanging around crushed like a bug on the ground. That there, that’s not me. I’m not here, this isn’t happening, But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don’t belong here.

Mephistopheles is just beneath and he’s reaching up to grab me. I keep the wolf from the door but he calls me on the phone, tells me all the ways he’s gunna mess me up. It wears me out; it wears me out! If I could be who you wanted, "If I could be who you wanted, all the time."

I never really got there I just pretended I had. The words are blunt instruments. Words are sawn off shotguns. "Don’t get any big ideas they’re not going to happen".

Breathe, keep breathing don’t loose your nerve, breathe, keep breathing. I can’t do this alone. Just as they play your favourite song, as your bad day disappears, you are all I need.

Well of course I’d like to sit around and chat, but someone is listening in. Forget about your house of cards and I’ll do mine. This is what you get when u mess with us

. With no alarms and no surprises please

This is my way of saying goodbye cuz I can’t do it face to face. No matter what happens now, you shouldn’t be afraid; because I know today has been the most perfect day I’ve ever seen.

Love,

Tiff

 

 

 

 

Posted via email from Mel Dominguez